Tuesday, October 30, 2007

My Heart's Beating

Sue with her kids Andrea and Andrew went to the market today. Not for buying some food or consumer goods for themselves but for buying some pieces of cloths for reselling.

The temperamental Andrea was grumbling while Andrew sounded so happy to be there while Sue asked them to come with her.

“I am very tired, after kulintang practicing, I want to go home and sleep.”

“Wow, it’s wonderful. It’s been a long time for not being there. Let’s go mom.”

That’s the different expressions of the two children. Sue with her patience just replied as soft as possible to her daughter, “I won’t be long Andrea. Meanwhile, you can learn the process of making money.”

She wasn’t trigged to get angry to her, still had controllable emotion.

Sue enjoys this shopping activity very much. Because she can fulfill her desire for shopping but getting earned in other time while her friends buy the things from her.

But that day was the first time for Sue. So her heart’s beating while she tried to offer her things to Betty her friend. Betty had already signed her that she needed some clothes for to be worn or sold. But when Sue showed her things to Betty, she could feel the eyes. The eyes were different then before. They showed doubt or even fear of having responsibility for selling the clothes.

“Well, just take it easy Betty, if you don’t like to do this you don’t have to do, I won’t force you ok.”

“Hey, I didn’t say that.”

“Well, great then. Good luck, hope that you will be success.”

“Thanks then, pray for me.”

That day, Sue’s heart beating can be two meanings. It can be Sue’s afraid, or happy for starting her new little business.

Get the spirit Sue

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